Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Her she comes

The Bitch wants out and I am having a hard time keeping her at bay! I may even be suffering from turrets syndrom because I find myself yelling at people! I am somewhat a patient driver but lately I will catch myself yelling at someone on the road. Half the time it's my 4 year old son saying "what happened mom". That's when I realize, OMG what did I say.

I am loosing self control. I think my husband is even seeing it because he has been extra nice and also avioding me. Part of me just wants to let loose and start yelling and screaming. Why I have no idea but it's a strong urge and I want to do it!!!! I have to stay strong I am only 14 weeks I can not let her take over not yet. But it's getting close! BEWARE to all those I love and I am sorry now for what I may soon be incapable of controlling.